Exhaustion

I sometimes wonder if others experience the same things I do. For example, I'm tired. I'm tired after not doing a lot. I did a little bit of cleaning and I made a lunch. A fraction of a normal person's daily routine. But I'm so tired and exhausted that I feel like I'm going to puke. I feel sick from exhaustion. Is that normal? Do others get this way as well?

We have some friends coming over tonight. And I'm looking forward to seeing them and spending some time conversing with adults (I get very little of that)... but it's hard to be excited about the idea when I feel the way I do. I'm sure it's a mixture of my lack of enthusiasm toward social occasions, the fibromyalgia and maybe a little bit of the weather (I'm not a big fan of snow and it tends to add to my mood when there is snow outside. Regardless of whether I'm in it.

So, I don't blog here often - and it's another downer of a post. I wish I had more good days to report... but these days, they are very rare. In fact, I can't think of having a good day in years. That's sad.